Fast Forward To Freeze

 Hey!

Hop in to go for another adventure in my life. 

So, being a very lazy person I notice when things around me change. 

I imagine myself standing calmly between two seconds, one that just passed and the other that brings the future.

 Trying to draw this scene that's standing before my eyes just seems difficult, a little complex. The background seems to be a bit blur but I know exactly how much change has occurred within that tiny little time phase. 

It just nullifies the entire universe and stops for me to think. I'd forget about how wavelength doesn't depend on momentum, why dx/dt is not simply speed, or what header files I should stuff into my program. 

I seem to have gotten into this roller coaster but one which is slower and doesn't have just as less twists. 

Now, on a train going to this particular destination that is far but visible. Running is just pointless because no matter how fast I run I'm only going to reach when the train stops. 

Classically, I'd quote, "Change is inevitable." and it truly is the only constant.

I no longer stop to take a deep breath or click a photograph of what's around. It is almost like one day everything stopped and in the next, I'm chasing the clouds and my lungs are filled with air, my heart with happiness. 

Crazy. Just crazy how much a day can change or as a matter of fact, even a millisecond. 

I believe everything that was moving so quickly has frozen and now suddenly, the effect has reversed itself. Going all the way from fast forward to freeze, here we are! 

Another year unfolds itself in front of us. Hoping that it brings in the best things that life has in store for us.

Nevertheless, I'm still learning how to balance the two. Living until I don't. 

I'll be back with more words and thoughts.

Happy New Year! 

:)

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